Dare you to let me be...your one & only (;

Relationship status?

Single! 

Last person you were in a pool with?

Alexis, Jordan, Jessica, Brett & Aly! (:

What's something you want really bad right now?

For this sunburn to not hurt. haha

What is stressing you out most right now?

Just wanting my life to work out, in all ways.

Will your next kiss be a mistake? 

On my wedding day? Naww. (:

Honestly, do you like anybody?

We'll see (:

Do you always get along with your friends?

As far as I know!

Who makes you happiest?

Being with my family & my friends with us all getting along!

Would you rather your partner have gorgeous eyes or a gorgeous hair?

Eyes for sure. I'm all about some eyes (;

When you say you don't care, do you mean it?

Probably not.

Do you have self-respect?

If there's one thing I do have, it's respect for myself!

If the last person to hurt you apologized right now, what would you say?

I forgive you.

Do you still talk to the person who broke your heart the most? 

No, sure don't.

Do you find smoking attractive?

Nope. It's not really a make or break thing.

But I'd rather any guy I like, not do it.

The person who has hurt you the most, will you ever forgive that person?

I have.

Where EXACTLY were you when you entered 2011?

Kenzie's living room! 

Do you find it cute when a girl/guy calls you babe/baby?

Depends. lol 

Is there something you miss?

Sure.

If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a regret what would you choose?

I think I have to go with Shelby here. 

A milli! 

(because the past made me who I am today, blah blah blah. lol)

Does anyone call you babe?

Sure.

Will tomorrow be better than today?

I don't know...today has been pretty amazing! 

Swimming all day & going with my cousin to pick up 2 new members of the family?

(Foster children) Sounds like a good day to me. (:

What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails?

Nails.

Has anyone told you they missed you lately?

Yep (: 

are you too forgiving?

I try to be. Sometimes it's hard.

What woke you up this morning?

My mom telling me Uncle Larry was here... (8 a.m.!)

Is it dark outside right now?

Yep!

Would you be shocked if the last person you kissed texted you right now?

NBK.

The person you have strongest feelings for died, are you upset?

Uh, most definitely!

Say your last ex walks up to you and hugs you, what do you say?

Woah, what the mess?

Have a Best friend? 

Sure do! (:

Do you miss someone?

Yeah, I do!

Do you think they miss you too?

Yes sir! I KNOW they do!

What are you looking forward to?

This weekend! 

The future. (:

The last person you hugged important to you?

Very much so!

Ever been friends with someone you didn't expect?

YES!

Is any part of you sad?

Not at this moment! (:

Has anyone told you they never want to lose you?

Yep.

Is it hard for you to be "just friends" with the opposite sex?

Goodness, no.

Who pissed peed you off today?

No one (:

When was the last time you had a real smile on your face?

Today! I couldn't quit laughing! I guess that's what happens when you're with your true friends! (:

Do you get along with guys?

Ohhh yeah!

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?

Sure there is.

What are you thinking about right now?

Adele.. lol 

I'm listening to One & Only (;

Would you rather be mad or sad?

Neither! 

Stolen...

Emotional Side*


1. When you are stressed, what is the first thing you do? 
I usually just listen to music and try to calm myself down. Maybe even cry a bit.

2. Does crying really make things better or worse?
Depends.

3. Is there anyone you can tell everything to?
Mom, Alexis, Megan, Aly, Brett, Hilary & Bailey

4. What calms you down the most?
Music

5. Any kind of music that makes you feel better?
Any chill music. Amos Lee, Dave Matthews...

If I'm angry, it's Five Finger Death Punch kind of stuff. hahaha

6. Are you generally a happy person?
The majority of the time!

7. What or who puts the biggest smile on your face?
People randomely texting me to tell me they miss or love me...

getting hugs from my best friends...

seeing certain people. (;

7. Do you ever over-react on the smallest things? 
Who doesn't? It happens.

8. Ever suffer from bad depression or anxiety?
Not in most cases. Every once in a while I'll get kinda depressed...like...

where is my life going? kinda stuff.

9. Mad about something?
Nope, can't say that I am! 

10. Happy about something? 
Yes, I am! (: It looks like things are gonna work out!

*Loving side*
1. currently with someone? 
Not yet.

2. happy about that? 
Not really. I would love to find the "one" and get married!

  
3. how long now? 
Oh Lord. Wayyy long. I don't even wanna say. It's embarrassing. haha

4. have you married this person or got engaged? 
...

5. like to cuddle? 
Well, considering I'm holiness and unmarried, I don't exactly cuddle. (:

6. do you like sensitivity?
Sure...unless he's just being a wuss. lol

7. Is your partner open about their feelings towards you? 
...

8. still in love?
Can't say I am.

9. do looks really matter? 
Well, you have to be attracted to someone to date them. So I guess they do, somewhat. But in the end, it's what's on the inside that counts.

10. if they don’t like your family or friends, does that really matter?
Definitely. If they don't like my family, it's a big deal. As far as friends go, they have to like my best friends. I don't think I could live without them!

11. who starts the most arguments? 
..

*Friendly side*
1. have besties in your life?
Most definitely! (:

2. who are they?:
I consider a lot of people my best friends!

Alexis, Alyshia, Brett, Hilary, Bailey, Megan, and I consider JK my best guy friend these days.

3. do you see them alot?
I see all of them pretty regularly except for Megan! ): But that should change soon! (:

4. do they like the guy/girl you are with?
...
5. which one lives the farthest away?
JK

6. do you get along with everyone?
Most everyone. Some people make it very hard though.

7. are you too nice of a person towards people?
I probably am. I give people way too many chances, trust people far too quickly...

but hey, that's me. Like it, or lump it.

8. would you give anything to someone in need of help?
I would most definitely do my best.

9. would you consider ever getting a tatto of your bff on you?
hahahaha not of my best friend.

I wouldn't mind to get one teeny tattoo before I get the holy though...

10. what about your lover?
hahaha no one's face will be tattooed on this body.

11. know anyone two-faced?
Very much so.

(going along with the others, I guess in some ways we all are. I mean you're not really gonna tell someone to their face that you don't like them like you would tell your best friend.)

*Physical Side*
1. are you a lover or fighter?
I just said this Sunday I think!

Definitely a lover. But I'll fight for what I believe in.

2. ever been in a fist-fight?
haha with my brother...sure.

3. have you been in a abusive relationship?
Not that I know of.

4. are you more to verbally fight or physically fight?
Verbally. Unless it's with my brother.

5. do you consider yourself in shape?
Ugh, no.

6. what features do you wish to change?
Definitely weight. It's my biggest (no pun intended) insecurity.

7. ever have anything from your body removed?
adenoids, tonsils, teeth. lol

*your weird side*

2. believe there is a heaven?
Completely.

3. seen UFO’S latley
No.

4. wander if animals can talk?
To each other? Sure. haha

5. what about the lochness monster?
Who knows?

6. can you watch horror movies by yourself in the dark?
Don't think so.

7. is your doors always locked at night?
YES. EVERY NIGHT.

8. ever sing in front of the mirror?
Hahaha who hasn't?

9. name something you do that you normally won’t admit bc it is strange?

Hmm...I sleep with a pillow or Mr. Tuddles in my arms. I feel strange to not have something to hold on to.
10. ever believe that there was little green men that take your stuff and hide it while you sleep ?
bahahahahahaha

11. ever wander if stars are people we lost? 
Can't say that I have ever "wandered" that. lol

My Fantastical Weekend (:

Well here we go. I'm kinda like Shelby, I keep waiting til Monday to post about my weekend and all that good junk...cause I usually have no life otherwise unless the mountain crew gets together.

So all week me and Brett planned for Friday night. And by Friday night, all we knew was we were going to TGI Friday's. lol So once Blake got home from work and got ready, we headed to Chattanooga to meet up with Mackenzie and James. We got in the restaurant after searching and searching (and being beat by a black car) for a parking spot (Luckily, THIS time Blake didn't decide to park at the other end of Chatt-town for us to have to walk down) and for ONCE (!) I actually knew where I was at and where TGI Friday's was when Brett and Blake weren't sure! I was so proud! I think it's that new driver's instinct kicking in... (; Anywho, we got in there and about DIED laughing at all kinds of crazy junk. Like the dude in hot pink shorts (gay? Who knows.) and the ginormous pair of drum sticks up on the wall (the one's I'm gonna beat the mess out of Andrew with...) We told stories and ate some AMAZING food! Funniest part: I started choking mid-eat and I'm pretty much coughing up a lung...so Mackenzie pats BLAKE on the back. lol He honestly thought Blake was choking and was gonna help a brother out obviously...as I sat over there (the true victim) about to die. *sigh* Just my luck. haha. We went down on the river front (which is always SOOO beautiful) and to the water steps where me and Brett (the guys were party poopers) got in the water and tried, failing, to take a jumping picture. I mean, come on, we didn't have much to work with as Mackenzie was our photographer. haha. After a while, we decided to start home and have our ritual Wal-Mart outing (that usually ends our night). We were sooo tired though so even THAT didn't last too long. I finally got home (thank goodness!) and totally crashed! They wore me out! And plus, I needed the sleep since everyone was meeting at MY HOUSE the following morning to go to Coolidge Park! (:

So around 12 or so, the Huntsville crew met up at the house. That would be: Hilary, Ben, Ross and JK (poor Bailey didn't get to come...and I miss her so!) and Britney was running a wee bit late so she met us at Coolidge later. We had to sit at my house (listening to music and playing Uno Attack) for what seemed like FOREVERRRR (about an hour and a half) while Blake helped Uncle Larry (the carpenter) put up our doors in our bedrooms (THANK GOODNESS WE'RE DONE REMODELING THE LIVING ROOM!!! [all we have are a few minor things...next: KITCHEN!]). Finally Blake got the okay to leave and we headed to Chatt-town AGAIN. We get to Coolidge, change, and it seemed like no one wanted to get in the water first. I didn't care to go in, I just didn't wanna go in alone. So finally me, Ben and Blake head out there and it felt AMAZING. A few minutes later, Blake picked up Hilary and pretty much threw her in. It was quite hilarious. PJ showed up and I was sooo excited! I love PJ and we had so much fun! Then Brett and Aly showed up, and later, Shelby. It was such a fun day. We all hung out trying to get a little sun, and once we got hungry, headed to Subway right up the hill...the food was fantastical (chicken and cheese on flatbread, for the win)! Me, PJ and Shelby eagerly headed back down to the fountains when we were done and eventually someone mentioned ice cream. So Hilary, JK, and Brett went to Clumpie's (also up the hill) and got us some. (: I've been before, but it was the first time I actually ate their ice cream and now I know why everyone loves it! Their chocolate chip cookie dough was awesome! By the time they brought the ice cream to us, me, Brit, Shelby and PJ were all laying out in the field trying to get yet more sun. (My goal for the summer [and Alexis's goal]: Have NOT WHITE legs! haha.) After a little bit, we realized that the Huntsville folks were about to have to head home. So we all got up, got to our cars and said our goodbyes, planning for a lot of us to meet up at Skyline the next morning! Me, Hil and Blake rode home together and I was sooo tired. So Blake ended up going to Trenton for church that night, and I chilled at home talking to mom and dad about future renovation plans (I'm telling you guys, it's gonna be a different house when it's finally finished)! It was a good, chill night...even if I did get called a stick in the mud... *ahem, Brett* lol

Sunday morning Blake decided to go to Griffin for church with Brett and Hilary. I really wanted to go to Skyline because I'd never been and I loveeee Bro. David Kittrell (who's running their revival) so I met Aly and Britney at Aly's house at 10:45 and around 11 we were at Shelby's house picking her up. We were running late by this time (per usual with this crowd (;) and figured we'd walk in at least 5 min. late. Somehow we hit a time warp and ended up getting to the church 3 minutes EARLY. Wowza. We walked in, and the foyer was PACKED. So me and little sinner Shelby stood back with Ross, Ben, Lindz and the other sinners until we couldn't take it anymore. We couldn't hear anything, we were pouring sweat and our feet (even though we had taken off our shoes) were KILLING US. So what do we do? Oh yeah, hang in the bathroom. lol So for about an hour (until altar call) we sat in there talking and playing with random babies that came in to be fed and such. When altar call started, we ventured back out to the church and found an empty bench for all of 5 minutes until we had to give it back. But later we found another so it was all good. (: Altar call lasted foreverrrr and when it was finally over, we were starving! (Exaggeration..I don't think I could starve if I wanted to.) We headed out to eat after a while and I actually got a seat in the shade with Abby, Kacy and Haley...my hottie little friend Jesse came over so me and Abby got to fight over him for a while...until he asked me what I was doing that night (I think that means I win Abby (; jk). After they left, I went into the church to find my ride, and we sat in there for a long time listening to Blake and Isaac crack Dumb and Dumber jokes. It was hilarious cause they were getting so tickled about it. I love them. (: We sat through almost the entire singing trying to figure out if we were gonna stay for the night service or not...after coin flipping, multiple "you decide...no you decide..." kind of arguments, and weighing the pros and cons, we decided to stay. (And I, for one, am SOOO glad we did! (;) Me and Shelby had to call our parents to let them know what the dealio was so we made the trek all the way to the car (on the other side of the stinkin slippery EARTH!) and drove down the road to stop in a church parking lot to get signal. A guy and I think his mom were walking and to make sure they didn't think we were creepers, we waved and drove down the road a ways...through a trailer park, a little community, alllll the way to Skyline school. We could NOT stop laughing when Shelby said "Buses only? Oh, I'm a rebel!" and drove right on through. Or when were coming out of the parking lot one way and the sign beside us clearly stated "One Way". It was that dumb kind of "I'm so tired!" laugh. We come back to the church (after passing the guy and his mother awkwardly...again....) and almost everyone had cleared out. The singing was over. Oops. So we jump on the tail gate of Ross's truck and they take us to our car (we traveled far to find them...not really...we were just too lazy to walk back). We went to Alyshia's sister, Ashley's house to chill until church an hour later. Aly put my hair up cause it was so stinkin hot and even though we were only like LITERALLY a minute away from the church, we somehow, yet again, ended up being late. And standing in the foyer, again. We also ended up going back into the bathroom to hang, again. It was ridiculous. Altar call lasted forever again but it was okay cause I was entertained (and annoyed) by Andrew on one side, and Blake Chance on the other. We ended up leaving a little early to go to Buena Vista with Isaac, Blake, Hilary Morrow, Caleb Long, Natalie Johnson and Andrew.   We almost went to Isaac's house to watch a movie but it was already 10 our time so we decided to just head home. We took Shelby home first and then Aly and Brit took me home...and we made a hilarious video rendition of "Bad Romance" by Lady Gaga. lol GOODNESH, GOOLOSH, RAH RAH RAH  haha.

Anyways I had an amazing weekend and sooo much fun! I love all my friends. Also, I know I totally abused parentheses in this blog, don't hate me cause you ain't me. hahaha jk (:

95 Questions? Eh, why not?

1. 95 questions, promise you won't lie? I think I got this (:

2. Was the person you last texted single?
Yep! 

3. Do you get jealous easily?
Eh I guess so. 

4. What are you currently waiting for?
THE STINKIN BEACH!!!

5. Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
FUTURE. Allll the time.

6. Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
haha well yeahhh (:

7. Is anything wrong with your eyes?
haha I also have terrible eyesight and astigmatism.

8. Who were the last people you saw besides from family?
Hmm...Gahh...I guess that'd have to be the Lowe's people. haha

9. Do you have nice eyes?
I'm told I have beautiful eyes. I, for one, love my eyes. They're probably my best feature. ahaha

10. If something was wrong, who is the first person you would go to?
Alexis.

11. Who's thinking about you right now?
Hmm... I could think of a person I really wish was. haha

12. Is this year the best year of your life?
It's been pretty amazing. Had it's ups & downs, but came out for the better, most definitely (:

13. Which of your friends lives closest to you?
Alexis (:

14. How do you feel about Diet Dr Pepper?
I love it! Parkinsons or no parkinsons. lol 

15. Think back to the last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?
I don't kiss until I'm married. (:

16. Do you go to the tanning bed on a regular basis?
I have never been to the tanning bed.

17. Does your bedroom need cleaning?
My bed needs to be made...otherwise, it looks pretty decent! I try to keep it halfway decent since there are people CONSTANTLY in and out of my house! haha

18. Flowers or chocolate?
Chocolate...I don't like flowers. :/

19. July 4th or St. Patrick's Day?
Maybe I'm lame, but I LOVEEE St. Patrick's day! Idk about July 4th, I don't usually celebrate much since I'm usually at church. lol

20. Would you rather take a relationship really slow or really fast?
It all depends...like on if they're the One. 

21. Do you ever hang out with someone of the opposite sex?
Allllll the time!

22. Are you comfortable with your height?
It wouldn't upset me if I was a little shorter. But I'm not complaining (:

23. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Probably so. Everyone gets nervous.

24. Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
That'd make me very happy (:

25. Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
Yes ma'am! 

26. Do you like thunderstorms?
Not really. But I LOVE rain. JUST rain.

27. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
Sure thing!

28. Are there things that can't be joked about with you?
Eh...not really. I mean I don't like people making fun of suicide...my family's been through too much of that for people to joke on. Otherwise, I'm pretty cool about stuff. (:

29. What do you always take with you?
Phone & Carmex (:

30. When is your birthday?
April 10th

31. Anything on your walls?
LOTS of photo frames and a feather boa (haha) and paintings I did when I was in high school.

32. What do you bite more, your tongue, lip or cheek?
cheek probably

33. Has a boy/girl called you babe/baby lately?
haha yeah

34. Is there something that you want to tell someone but can't?
Nahhh.

35. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
Yep, as long as I really liked them and they felt the same about me!

36. Do you crack your knuckles?
yessss all the time

37. Do you feel comfortable getting up and giving speeches?
No. I can talk like crazy in a group of people, but give me something to remember...I can do it, but it's not pretty. lol

38. This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Sure! haha

39. Would you ever want to swim with the sharks?
NO.

40. Does anyone know your passwords besides you?
Hahaha yep.

41. Have you ever kissed someone under fireworks?
Not yet (:

42. What was the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
waterr (:

43. I bet you miss somebody right now.
Sure! I miss my best friends already! Hilary, Bailey, Brett and Alexis! 

44. Do you have a box where you keep all your important things?
Yeah I do! 

45. What do you miss?
My friends!

46. Can you count past 100?
haha yeahh... 101, 102... :p

47. If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
I believe so! I grew up with a boy scout! haha

48. Are you afraid of needles?
Nope, after a while, you get used to it.

49. Is there someone you can tell anything to?
Yes ma'am!

50. How old will you be in 17 months?
I will be 5 months from 22! AH! 

51. Do your friends parents tend to like you?
Not to be conceited but I'm pretty sure they all love me. (: lol

52. What’s your all-time favorite ROMANCE movie?
Pride & Prejudice!

53. Are any of your friends taller than you?
Sure

54. Last text you received and from who?
"I have chocolate ice cream in my belly!"-Andrew hahaha

55. What'd you say back?
"Lucky! lol"

56. Do you prefer the ocean or pool?
Ocean of COURSE! But the pool is nice too (:

57. Ever liked someone whose name started with a B?
hmmm...actually...yes! lol 

58. Is there a difference between love and IN love?
haha I feel like I should make an analogy here too. Like,
"Yes, I love my b-bro but I'm not IN love with my b-bro...creep."

59. Anyone text you recently unexpected?
Yeah!

60. Does it bother you when someone says they will call you and they don't?
Yeah it does!

61. Who'd you last talk to on the phone?
Benjamin Gaines! (:

62. What is the main ringtone on your cell?
Dog Days Are Over -Florence + The Machine <3
I get a lot of strange looks when that song comes on in public. haha

63. Do you speak any other language other than English?
I hate Spanish.
I can count to ten in Japanese! (:

64. Do you think you were raised well?
VERY!

65. Could you name all 50 states and point to them on a map?
haha No way.

66. Are you someone's best friend?
Definitely (:

67. Where was the last place you were when you got sick?
Probably my house.

68. What do you hate when people text you?
(bahaha Bailey I know what you're talking about!)
Short responses. Or the same thing. Or LOL or K. 

69. Can you say the alphabet backwards?
Nope. haha

70. Pen or pencil?
Either (:

71. Ever had an 11:11 wish come true?
I'm sure!

72. Do you get bad headaches?
Very rarely

73. What's worse: liars or cheaters?
Neither is better than the other.
They both hurt people.

74. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
Afraid so.

75. Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
Naww not too much. I could deal.

76. What's usually colder, your hands or your feet?
Feeet

77. What’s your favorite type of flower?
I don't like flowers.

78. Give me a random lyric from the song you're listening to:
(I went and turned on a song, just for this!)
"I hope that you see right through my walls...I hope that you catch me 
cause I'm already falling." <3

79. Do you like competition?
No. lol

80. Do you think two people can last forever?
If they're right for each other, yes!

81. Do you consider yourself lucky?
Not lucky, blessed (:

 82. Is there someone that cares about you more than themselves?
Jesus (: My parents

83. Has a song ever made you cry?
Many times!

84. Who's your celeb crush?
Johnny Depp! (:

85. Is the world crumbling to pieces?
Everyone can see it. 

86. Is your handwriting large, tiny, or pretty normal?
Depends. lol

87. Will you be in a relationship next month?
Never know!

88. Your phone rings, what do you say?
Depends on who it is.
Hellowww!
Aloha!
Hola! 
What? lol

89. Has anyone ever said they wanted to marry you?
Yes!

90. Have you ever been a gymnast or a cheerleader?
Nope.

91. Is your birthday on a holiday?
It's sometimes on Easter!

92. Do you ever cry during romantic movies?
Majority of the time. 
I'm a sucker for a happy ending.

93. Do you always answer your phone?
Almost!

94. Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
Yes.

95. Is there someone you wish you were still close with?

Of course. But things happen. People change. A lot.